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Saturday, March 19, 2005

Yea becca! Jia you!!! Sure can win Miss Singapore!! Everybody out there vote for Rebecca lim...The prettiest la!! Hahahahaha…anyways today was the second day of conference and it was AWESOME!! Yahoo!! Today was a day of spiritual warfare…where should I start hmmm…well the morning I was late so I kinda missed the first and second song of the conference…the message was wonderful and at the end it ask for altar call so I felt that god was telling me to go…but who would know in the midst of it the same thing happen as yesterday…the spirit of bitterness came back…I started to get numb, hot, and felt as if something was coming out of my body it was terrible….very pain!! It lasted for about 30mins or so and I was like rolling all over the place….the youth pastor from river life came and prayed for me and now she knoes me quite well hahaha…after that we had a talk about spiritual warfare and it was quite scary as specially one story about some spirit….*Goosebumps* better not talk about it especially at night…well the final session was alright but the major thing happen at the night concert…everything was going well until Sarah had a spiritual stack of her own…during that time when she was feeling pain and screaming my mouth kept on chattering and my hands kept on shakin and in my head it was some what like the devils voice tell me ITS YOU FAULT SHE IS IN PAIN ITS YOUR FAULT THAT YOU DIDN’T WANT TO LET THE SPIRIT OF BITTERNESS FLEE….it was strong so I did the thing that I thought was correct…I went to her and I prayed for her…I prayed and prayed and prayed and who would know I was already feeling insecure that I had my own spiritual attack of the same demon…first my hand was pain than I was kicking and sliding all over the floor…my bro was by my side both times and good thing cause he kinda keep me calm knowing someone I known all my life was next to me…I was soon carried to a dark room with my friend and I started to see and feel like the demon was laughing at me and I shut my eyes and was rolling all over the place…I felt numb and soon my body started to ache as if something was pushing out of my body…as if a hand was shooting form one side to the other…wahhh scary…it lasted for about 1h plus and I think I scared like the heck out of everyone at the conference….anyways the youth life once again prayed for me and I kinda gave all my burdens up to god…I think…but should be that bad…hahhaha anyways I think I end…got to sleep one more day of conference and it is going great…GOD IS GOOD!! Ps…I hv a sexy voice now muhahahhaha cause I lost my voice muhahahhaha…jkjk….princess out…ttyl

12:14 AM

.:: HoW caN my HeaRt Be BrOKEn WheN iTs wAsnT evEn wHolE tO StaRt wItH ::.

**name** NICOLE ANN CHEW LING
full name so long

**age**
16

**birthday**
18th September, 1989!!
DONT FORGET ITS THE BEST DAY!!

**I love**
I LOVE chocolates, sweets, necklaces, earrings, clothes, fashion, friends!!
PINK PINK PINK!!! and some more...too many...ETC ETC ETC

**I hate**
I HATE rabbit stuff toys with the red cheeks (gives me the creeps)
green (everywhere i see its green)
smoking and drugs...bleh!!
medication and once again many many more...etc etc etc

**Favorite Princess**
sleeping beauty, little mermaid and CINDERALLA

**Favorite catroon*
SPONGEBOB SQUARE PANTS

**Wat i look for in a guy**
PERSONALITY!! CHARACTER!! abit on LOOKS!!
i want an out-going, fun, and crazy guy who loves me for who i am
the guy must be romantic and know wat i want and wat i dont like
hmm...i also want my guy to not always
be so sad
i want a guy who can comfort me when i am sad and not
be sad with me
*many guys lack that...no offence*...just a guy who loves me and i love him hahahah!!

**gifts**
wat i want now are...diamonds
*hehehe i wish*
Op shoes, bilabong bag, high heel shoes
mini skirts
swimming stuff, new HP...7280 i think...the super thin one heheh...etc

**my wish**
i want to go to sister's island and gaze at the stars on the beach (not alone!!)
can you make my wish come true??

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