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Thursday, March 17, 2005

THIS IS GOING TO BE QUITE A SCARY BLOG IF YOU ARE A NON-CHRISTIAN…BEWARE BUT THIS IS THE GOODNESS OF GOD!!

wah…so long nv blog…well I’ve been busy…anyways where shall I start…hmmm…lets start with yesterday…yesterday was a great day went to alicia’s house and slack than went to town…wah my life very stressful…had to plan my day with Alicia, Justin and Brandon but in the end it was just me and Alicia cause Brandon and Justin couldn’t make the time slots I gave them which was morning and night…so umm yea…me and Alicia wah ate and ate and ate wah…thank goodness I didn’t put on the next day hahahaha….anyways today DAY ONE OF SENERGIZ (Christian conference) it was really really fun…..it started off with worship and I was like jumping all over the place I think I looked mad but so was like 500 over other people who came for the conference hahahahaha…soon there was a sermon and I must say it was very interesting and yea we ended with worship again…than we breaked at 12-130 for lunch….sarah, liz, Gloria and me had the most ripped off lunched…my set which was just fries and drink was 6 dollars!! Wah and the fries no taste deh…I give it 0 stars mann…hahahahhaha well at 130 I finally made up my mind to go to which workshop and dedided to go to the one about the anointing of the holy spirit…the sermon was good as usual…pastor KEN you rock!! Hahahah than we had some sort of a calling to help people to get the gift of tongues and people who hv were suppose to pray for them….*this is the exciting part*… before the sermon ended I heard screams and the kind which is not like screams of joy but it was screams like no other like screams from hell and I felt very weird…Christina which was next to me felt the same thing when I asked her…so when all of us was praying and stuff I just felt like god was telling me that I wasn’t myself…ok this is a little secret ever since I came back from Thailand and had a spiritual attack which the mobsters call the spirit of bitterness…we were already warned that if we are still fearful it can follow us home…well ever since than my thoughts that I have daily are not exactly normal… its like SOME *read hor I said SOME* some times when I want to do something there is like thought that come into my brain I also dunno why than there is things that I do which are unexplainable…as if I was taken over as a different person but today everything change…god told me that the spirit was somehow controlling me…so when they asked who wanted to be filled once more I raise up my hands and there were going around and I was slayed…I fell to the floor and my body sort of lifted up to take some demotic stuff or whatever it was quite scary..soon after when I woke up I couldn’t feel my legs and my thought of the devil and god was all jumbled up and I started crying and it was the same encounter in Thailand and all….well I soon manage to get up and soon realize that I had to let some of my burdens go but shall not go into details with that…well after that it was the evening session and another great thing happen and I thought about it and decided to following back to god and to take the devil and spiritual thing away completely….i cried and cried but after that I felt like a burden was taken away…after dinner it was the night concert wah jump here jump there so nice!! FUN!! And I am so looking forward to going back tomo…wah so long I better stop here….well going to sleep liao…very late than tomo got another full day of conference…well nitez….princess out…ttyl

11:26 PM

.:: HoW caN my HeaRt Be BrOKEn WheN iTs wAsnT evEn wHolE tO StaRt wItH ::.

**name** NICOLE ANN CHEW LING
full name so long

**age**
16

**birthday**
18th September, 1989!!
DONT FORGET ITS THE BEST DAY!!

**I love**
I LOVE chocolates, sweets, necklaces, earrings, clothes, fashion, friends!!
PINK PINK PINK!!! and some more...too many...ETC ETC ETC

**I hate**
I HATE rabbit stuff toys with the red cheeks (gives me the creeps)
green (everywhere i see its green)
smoking and drugs...bleh!!
medication and once again many many more...etc etc etc

**Favorite Princess**
sleeping beauty, little mermaid and CINDERALLA

**Favorite catroon*
SPONGEBOB SQUARE PANTS

**Wat i look for in a guy**
PERSONALITY!! CHARACTER!! abit on LOOKS!!
i want an out-going, fun, and crazy guy who loves me for who i am
the guy must be romantic and know wat i want and wat i dont like
hmm...i also want my guy to not always
be so sad
i want a guy who can comfort me when i am sad and not
be sad with me
*many guys lack that...no offence*...just a guy who loves me and i love him hahahah!!

**gifts**
wat i want now are...diamonds
*hehehe i wish*
Op shoes, bilabong bag, high heel shoes
mini skirts
swimming stuff, new HP...7280 i think...the super thin one heheh...etc

**my wish**
i want to go to sister's island and gaze at the stars on the beach (not alone!!)
can you make my wish come true??

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