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Saturday, March 19, 2005

Heyhey!! Wat a day to rejoice!! Today was the last day of the conference and mann is it sad…BOOHOO!! Hahahaha…anyways today started out great…the message was wonderful and I don’t think you are going to believe wat I say next…can you believe it I was slain 4 times today…ok after the first message the speaker came to me and I was slain but soon I was doing the same time…muscle spasms, numbness, shaky, pain and today got a new one…I was chattering like mad and my hands were moving and shakin literally…..SWEET came to me first and prayed and prayed for me….really very grateful to her…she cried…aww!! Hahahahaha than soon my bro came and he held me tight and prayed…so grateful to have my bro…LOVE YOU!!!…well anyways soon I was once again brought to a small room and was praying hard when I eventually got my brain back than the speaker soon came in and talk to me…wow…he could tell me everything God was telling him….he could even tell me that when I was younger I saw some figure in my room…soon demon sort…how powerful…and it was true…well than I got slain the second time but this time was by the holy spirit and it was so wonderful for I was finally free of the evil spirit…soon after I came out and I was like shaken…I couldn’t even eat my food properly or dip my food into the sauce cause my hand was shaken couldn’t even aim hahahahah…well the workshop was ok but nothing really happen but the second message…..there was no sermon but we were told to leave 2 gaps between ourselves and we were going to be filled with the holy spirit…I was the first cause I was in the front…the lady came upon me and than she prayed and I fell…dunno how to explain la…I think I laid on the ground for about 10mins…I just felt so free as if I was a soaring dove until my mind was going mental…I thought I saw a black figure so I immediately open my eyes and got up…..my mouth started chattering and when I got up my legs started to get numb…about 5mins later sarah was screaming too….than I felt like something pushed into me than I was shakin and chattering…amy soon came to me press her hand on my tummy and I immediately fell to the ground for the forth time…same thing muscle spasms, moving shakin and my bro came and hugged me tight and was shouting at me but obviously with care la…hahahhaha soon I got up and pastor Dave told me that he believes that the spirit is gone but I just need to control my mind and let god take over….well the night concert was great but I was quite scared…spiritual attack 4times not scared that would be dumb…hahahahhaa… but nothing happen and I truly believe it is gone…wat a great way to end a conference…sigh…I really cant wait till next year and yea mann...eugene accept the lord!!...princess out…ttyl

Ps…people singing for me during chapel please remember our practice in the PA room on Monday at 945…Kieran and Hussein please set up for us…THANKS!!

11:38 PM

.:: HoW caN my HeaRt Be BrOKEn WheN iTs wAsnT evEn wHolE tO StaRt wItH ::.

**name** NICOLE ANN CHEW LING
full name so long

**age**
16

**birthday**
18th September, 1989!!
DONT FORGET ITS THE BEST DAY!!

**I love**
I LOVE chocolates, sweets, necklaces, earrings, clothes, fashion, friends!!
PINK PINK PINK!!! and some more...too many...ETC ETC ETC

**I hate**
I HATE rabbit stuff toys with the red cheeks (gives me the creeps)
green (everywhere i see its green)
smoking and drugs...bleh!!
medication and once again many many more...etc etc etc

**Favorite Princess**
sleeping beauty, little mermaid and CINDERALLA

**Favorite catroon*
SPONGEBOB SQUARE PANTS

**Wat i look for in a guy**
PERSONALITY!! CHARACTER!! abit on LOOKS!!
i want an out-going, fun, and crazy guy who loves me for who i am
the guy must be romantic and know wat i want and wat i dont like
hmm...i also want my guy to not always
be so sad
i want a guy who can comfort me when i am sad and not
be sad with me
*many guys lack that...no offence*...just a guy who loves me and i love him hahahah!!

**gifts**
wat i want now are...diamonds
*hehehe i wish*
Op shoes, bilabong bag, high heel shoes
mini skirts
swimming stuff, new HP...7280 i think...the super thin one heheh...etc

**my wish**
i want to go to sister's island and gaze at the stars on the beach (not alone!!)
can you make my wish come true??

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