Friday, September 24, 2004
sigh...dont ya just know when some days are fer ya and some days are just against you..sigh...today was one of my days..i dunno wats wrong with me everything is just going wrong..i am just like a bubble about to pop any minute...argh...I STARTING TO FEEL REALLY ALONE AND BY MYSELF..I DUNNO IF IT REALLY IS HAPPENING OR NOT..EVERYTHING IS LIKE AN ILLUSION TO ME..sigh...everyone keeps saying no la you not lonely and all but no one really knows wat i am going through each day...someday is just a day when you feel all alone..sigh..well today i started off the day as per normal but than when my friends nose started bleeding i should have jut taken that hint as a day that aint gonna be very good...i got scolded by my teacher, my friends and i was just totally alone and messed up..i couldnt even defend my own classmate..wats wrong with me *PULLS HAIR*..maybe wat others say is true..i really am a problem..with or without me doesnt make a diff to anyone...i dunno but when i am somewhere i just think that maybe me not being there would be better..sigh..i better end now before my eyes become all swollen..sigh..nicole out *sad*..ttyl |
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